Silenced by actions and words.

Welcome to my world, my mind. Courtesy of Jess.

Need to scream.

Stupid stupid stupid parents. Messing around playing mind games making me feel bad and rubbish. Why do they feel the need to? They are both just as bad!!!

Sad

No matter how much I have moaned about Julia over these past two years, I am definitely going to miss her and her art lessons. I’ve just finished my exam and everything is gone. My whole life was in that book and my own heart and world :( its really sad. I’ve slated NEW College do much but in all seriousness some of the people including the teachers here are truly amazing no matter how many ups or downs I will still miss every aspect of the experience. Soso sad x

Feel like death.

Missing people.

Scared

Pain.

Customers At Morrisons think I’m there slave

They are rude and Angry

I’m overworked to the extent I have a migrane and can’t sleep

Death death death death.
Feeling so so ill.

Red.

Blood runs down. Coping is out of the question.

You are not strong willed. You are not a strong person so just deal with it. You’re weak if you burst into tears in an exam. You’re just a weak person.

Sometime’s I think leaning out of the bathroom window naked is normal. It’s nice and colddddd.

Aw, my best work friend. Keeps me sane. 

Aw, my best work friend. Keeps me sane. 

stopthismasquerade:

I don’t care what people think about Gary Barlow, this song is beautiful regardless.

I’ve been also listening to this beautiful, beautiful song. It reminds me to continue searching for myself.

Petrified

I am so scared for tomorrow.
Anxious, sick and tears. :(